thank you to my tumblr fam
For all of the well wishes! I am so excited!!! I threw up again :( But I’ve decided I’m going to start lying to myself and say its just nerves and I’m just excited LOL and that’s what was wrong with my kid and 7 of my students…nerves.
BUT! bags are officially packed and car is gassed up and after work tomorrow we are up that damn mountain! I WILL CONQUER YOUR MOUNTAIN! DAMN YOU!
"Chemistry is you touching my arm and it setting fire to my mind."
I leave to go to our first family visit. I am scared about the drive…I won’t lie about that. But more than anything I am worried that this visit is going to break me :( We have waited so long for this and for a short span of time I am going to have my family together for the very first time. My baby is going to be able to spend time with her Daddy. I will be able to hug and kiss an touch my husband anytime that I want! I will get to lay with my head on his chest and get those precious kisses on my forehead that I’ve missed so much…sigh…and then we leave. Back to reality. I am so thankful that I have so much to do at work until Winter Break! Leaving is going to be so devastating :( Especially because we probably wont see each other again until March…I can’t believe that this is really happening…I can’t believe it’s FINALLY happening. Is this REALLY happening??
"A strong man can handle a strong woman. A weak man will say she has an attitude."