Wearing his pajama bottoms to bed tonight. It’s simply needed…but nothing will ever ease the emptiness I feel without you here beside me.
That name changes everything….
I don’t call you that name. I will never call you that name. You will never be that name to me. Your name is Mark or Babe or Baby or Hubby or usually just Lover. But never that. Not to me. So don’t ever write me an angry letter and sign it with that name again. You can go be that person with somebody else. Be that person with your homies. But never with your wife. That name changes everything. It changes your attitude and demeanor. It changes the look on your face and the light in your eyes fades. Not with me…with them…but never with me.
I still can’t believe that it’s true…that I’m going to be working again soon! That I was able to actually stay in my field! There’s always a bigger plan and instead of just going with the flow and accepting my struggle I tortured myself daily with negative thoughts. I am beyond grateful. I cried so much this evening out of pure happiness. I don’t know the last time I did THAT! I haven’t even started yet and I’m already so happy with the company. Every month they take everyone to dinner so that “we” (haha I said we) can get a chance to catch up and feel like a team since everyone works independently. Dinner for this month is tomorrow night and I’m excited to go and meet other like minded people! Hopefully I get paired with a student next week but it could be two weeks before I’m paired with someone. It doesn’t seem real. PINCH ME! I can’t wait for my Hubby to call so that I can share the good news! One step closer to regular phone calls and visits! My head actually hurts from all of the up and down emotions today. Goodnight friends! Thanks for the positive vibes ♡
Tears of joy.
I have a job. I have a damn job. In my field. Part-time. Good pay. JUST WHAT I NEED. I can’t breathe.
@balibutterfly for some reason this reminded me of you hehebalibutterfly
It’s not official until the big boss gives the go ahead…but guess who might maybe possibly (FINGERS CROSSED) be employed?!?!
Crafts make me excited.
Received an old and rather large corkboard last night! Super pumped to make it over! I know the things I want to make sure I have on it as far as organization goes…but I just can’t decide if I want to cover it in fabric or paint it! Oh and I have about three dollars dedicated to this project haha let’s make it happen!